Ah, but to me, threat of embarrassment and anger wouldn't exist without the helpful culture. If it were a newbie abusing group, I wouldn't be embarrassed, I'd just leave. Here, I can be embarrassed or ashamed because there is actually something of value for me to lose, namely the help and support of the monks.
I suppose embarrassed is not the right word. Perhaps, apprehensive?
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print map{$w<$u?chr(hex shift):chr(hex reverse(shift))}$_;$w+=length%2
+!=1?-1:1}}
