Yet another red herring. I made no such claims. I only raised doubts about your claims that there is a creator.
i asked you: "what made you stop believing?"
your reply seems to lean heavily
towards no creator:
I realised that such belief was just wishful thinking. It was comforting but not based on any substantial evidence or reasoning. It was dishonest because it ignored allthe contrary evidence (e.g. for each wonder there is an equal horror).
you cant even get your story straight. have a great life.