I hope you'll stay with the monastery and still find it a place to share knowledge.
Oh, no need to worry about that. I've taken the route (twice, unfortunately) of saying I was leaving and then found it so very difficult to not come back. There is a lot to be learned here, regardless of those elements which any particular person could find unpleasant. As for my method of doing what I did, I agree I could probably have turned to the gods and outright asked for it to be done. Would have had the same functional outcome, but may have sidestepped such heavy discussion over it (and saved the site a good number of http hits).