No what I am doing is trying to remove the tracks I have left here so that I don't have any one back referencing this in the future.
LOL, what happened, did you just now realize that you have created a public record, under your real name, of what a total whiny, ignorant, obscenity-laced, argumentative tool you are? That potential employers and clients need only Google your name to be presented with a compelling case for not hiring you? And that it will be there forever and there is nothing you can do about it?
Sometimes karma kicks you right in the teeth.
"Worry is like a rocking chair. It gives you something to do, but it doesn't get you anywhere."